i'll wait.. will you?!

It’s like a quarter to 3
And I just can’t sleep Cause I’m thinking of you
And all those times we cried
Did we really try
Now I’m dreamin’ and blue
No matter where, we say goodbye
I’ll tell you baby, keep your head high
I’ll wait for love
I’ll wait for you
I’ll wait for love
I’ll wait, will you?
When times are hard
I think of you
I’ll wait for love
I’ll wait for love
And lookin’ in my eyes No more tellin’ lies
Asking to much of you
And when you kiss my lips
Love is what I miss
Not knowing we’d be through
No matter where, we say goodbye
I’ll tell you darling, I won’t cry
I’ll wait for love
I’ll wait for you
I’ll wait for love
I’ll wait, will you?
When times are hard
I think of you
I’ll wait for love
I’ll wait for love
Your eyes still gaze at me Through pictures
You could just be the one that got away
I looked down at the phone, it’s the number
Too many times a day
I’ll wait for love I’ll wait for you
I’ll wait for love I’ll wait, will you
When times are hard
I think of you
I’ll wait for love I’ll wait for love

~matt white

Confession Of The Day

i'm a worn-out female who is in desperate need of a true meaningful hug!!

just another day and nothing's any good

i feel bad today actually the whole week i've been adding things up inside and obviously today is the day it all gets out
(It's just a day that brings it all about...just another day nothing's any good)..
i hate it when i feel so alone with everyone around
i hate it when you love me that kind of love that makes me not able to breathe
i hate it when you're soo cold and selfish
i hate it when you know that i can't actually stand you there and u keep askin' me to do stuff for you
and i hate it that i can't say no..
i hate the fact that you need me cos i'll never be able to leave you behind
i hate it that i actually believe everyone will be there for me oneday cos i'm always there for them
and its not true and yet i dun care
i hate it that i can't stop caring, loving and doing everything for people who will eventually leave me behind

DAMN IT!! i hate that i dun make sense at all

I'm crying everyone's tears
And there inside our private war
I died the night before
And all of these remnants of joy and disaster
What am I suppose to do
I want to cook you a soup that warms your soul
But nothing would change, nothing would change at all
It's just a day that brings it all about
Just another day and nothing's any good

king of sorrow~sade

new begining?!! hopefully..

so here i'm again ... still me ...still disappointed and still in love with almost everything
i made this new blog with a hope
a hope that i could let it all out without being judged or feeling guilty

i'm a music maniac so i have to add a song after each post whutever i feel like posting
here we go...


Tonight I lack the strength to even move,
When you walked, now watch me die
and I know this is harder for you,
For love to let you down
The road ahead is lined with broken dreams,
So walk, walk on by
And I failed to give you everything you need,
For the fears, behind your eyes
When I can’t feel you,I’m not alright,
I’m not alright,
When I can’t heal you,
I’m not alright, I’m not alright
~pilot spead (soundtrack of death sentence)